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created on opera gx on a 1536x864 laptop. mobile and non-chromium browsers will most likely look janky, but different monitor sizes should look fine. remind me to double check in a month.

be warned that this website is definitely more for mature audiences. most of the pages will generally be sfw, but the content in the journal is probably the one exception. the journal contains written content that discusses self-harm, the aftermath of childhood sexual abuse, and mental illness in general. reader discretion is advised.

changelog, plans, and other daily updates

i am currently feeling:

The current mood of hansel at www.imood.com

january 21, 2026
to celebrate the release of inglorious x-force #1, i'm adding a page for my media log with occasional reviews when i feel like it. link is here. if i have time today before i'm tapped out for the night, i might add some more pages but don't count on it. i want to give this website a purpose aside from me being despondent all the time.

january 18, 2026
i felt like a cutesy faggot so say hello to ruinedgirl 5 i'm pretty sure. i have archives of all of the older versions plus ruinedgirl 3 that never got to see the light of day so if i ever get bored of this theme and don't feel like making a new one, i might actually go back to 4 or 2. but for now SAY HELLO TO TERRY. i'm also adding new pages slowly, so check out the resources page if you need help making your own website.

january 15, 2026
adding more to the home page over the course of the day since i'm at home sick once again. as of writing this i have literally no idea what i'm going to add, but it'll slowly come together i hope.

january 11, 2026
added some fun stuff to my about page, and i'll also be working on media queries so this website can be more mobile friendly. i finally realized inspect mode lets you view pages from different devices so no longer will i be held back by the fact that i rarely use my phone.

january 10, 2026
personal retrospective of IMSCARED is up, read it here. happy almost 10 years of the original steam release of IMSCARED, and here's to us maybe getting more content soon. i might repurpose the css on that page for a shrine later, but who knows?

january 9, 2026
ruinedgirl 4 is officially live, sorry to everyone who liked the birkin theme. he'll come back one day. willy b lives forever. anyways, it's not a problem on my screen because i'm pretty sure i just have it downloaded, but one of the fonts is all fucked up because i used a ttc in my IDE, which neocities doesn't support. so i'll be fixing that soon.

january 8, 2026
once again clearing the backlog to symbolize the first appearance of the new theme. fun fact: this is actually ruinedgirl 4 internally because 3 will forever be unfinished. i was planning on releasing it but i started working on this one and ended up liking it more. i've been really busy so i'm probably going to implement a little micro-blog that i can use because sometimes, writing full journal entries is taxing on my brain. and then after that don't expect new pages except for maybe a shrine or two for a bit, i need to focus on finishing semester 1 before i can give in to senioritis lol

hi there. i'm the person behind this website, samantha. but of course you can call me sam or ruinedgirl. i'm a 17 year old senior in high school who likes a bunch of irrelevant things, including: video games, comics, movies, programming, music, and more. i'm basically just a stereotypical teenage loser who spends all of their free time online. i started this site because i believe that you should always be giving yourself a place to vent, even if nobody else cares about it. click here or just use the navbar up there to learn more about me, or contact me, or read my ramblings, or whatever.

i'm not really sure what this website is supposed to be. i'd say it's just a personal project where i can write about myself, things that i like, things that i make, and some other stuff. but every so often i gain the urge to become a niche internet blogger who shares her ramblings with anyone who wants to listen, so this is just a manifestation of that.

for the most part, i make pages and write about whatever i want. if you like that kind of website, feel free to tune in every so often for my random bullshit. if you like websites with consistent topics, maybe come back when i have a few shrines done. or don't, i can't force you to look at this website.

song of the whenever

alexisonfire - where no one knows

i know there is some place i can go where no one knows my name i know there is some place i can go where no one knows my name

what's happening today?

went to my local comic book store to pick up my pull list and read inglorious x-force #1 on the way home. it was interesting, to say the least. i'll make a page for my media log later.

inglorious x-force today, review is up on my new media log here.
2 days until return to silent hill
5 days until my last semester
11 days until february
39 days until march
283 days until my last halloween as a minor
305 days until i turn 18 years old
319 days until this site turns 1 year old
339 days until christmas

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